Sunday, October 11, 2009

I feel as though I've become a much more happy person during these few weeks since I started doing a new buisness. My life has been much more fulfilling and happy, and now I seldom play any games anymore. Now instead, I feel that playing games seem to actually be a total waste of time and quite meaningless...

Monday, August 03, 2009

The 2 letter word starting with 'N' is such a liability, and destroys many young boys' dreams in those 2 years. It becomes an excuse for them to use to escape from reality and the outside world, it destroys numerous relationships because lovebirds dont get to see each other for the whole week, it ruins the image of our defence force for some, and last but not least it wastes countless of the 2 years of everybody.

i guess it cant be helped, since singapore is indeed a small country after all. who would really volunteer to be in that workforce? the day where it can be shelved off would be the days when there are many volunteers really willing to lay down their life for singapore..which is difficult by now, due to so many incidents that have happened to a lot of people.

Friday, July 03, 2009

1st July is finally over! I kind of regret taking the easy way on that day, but I guess there's no point dwelling over it anymore. I can only say I did it for the good of the team and that I gave the chance up to somebody who had never participated in it before.. come to think of it I don't remember there were any reserves last year?

July is a very special month to me..but yet it seems so normal too. I guess I can't blame anyone but myself for letting it become normal..but the appearance of july means there's only 1 month left to NDP..and less than 6months to ORD!

Time seems to have ever pass so quickly..a month has just passed in the blink of an eye, and I havent stepped foot inside ATC for a month already. Next Tuesday will be the first time I go back..and Im kinda worried about the H1N1 though. Also, I may have forgot what I'm supposed to know..the last time I touched a G-11 was probably more than 3months ago, if I'm not wrong. and they'll sure ask us to demo..grah

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Very very tired and shag out now.. feel that legs are going to break soon..nobody will know or understand how tough it actually is unless you have been through it yourself. Last year was bad, but this year it's even worser.

Few people know about how tired actually most of us is..all they know is that..you not in company..you slack.. not doing any work at all..want you to come back by 8am early in the morning the next day..if got day off from the higher ups..some not happy again..think why can like that..already whole day not there..go 1 day.. still off another day.. on a normal working day..because at the end of everything.. there will be some more offs again..but again.. it may be eaten up.. due to the mindset I mentioned above..no1 knows.. how early we have to go back the night before.. how early we have to wake up.. and how late we actually end..no..all they know is .. you not in company line already.. siam a lot of things..give u enough rest in between already.. so eat up all your off at the end of the day

at the end of the day..we're all just here for 2 years.. most people say..its an honour to participate..no need off..the honour and glory more than enough.. but like i said.. we all.. here for 2 years..who actually gives a damn about the honour and glory.. not like i have any girlfriend now that's going to be proud of me by boasting to her friends..all we want.. is to slack during these 2 years.. and have it pass by quickly

so god..please understand..having to go back is so troublesome..shuttling to and fro between 3 places..so much time wasted.. so much traveling fees wasted..thats why i say.. a lot of ppl.. no brains..not flexible..cannot give off on their own accord..scared of this.. scared of that.. die die u must go back..but lucky.. have the backing of someone..easier to discuss things.. as long as always full attendance..hope this year wont be like last year.. everything eaten up.. say combined with b***.. its a joke.. because in the end we went back for range on weekends both sat n sun.. so in actual fact we only got 1 day out of it..but some may say its because we didnt fight for it ourselves.. left it to the monkey.. fine..suck thumb.. already pass so long ago..but this year..definitely cannot.. must..fight for it urself

Sunday, June 14, 2009

woohoo.. no more camo.. but the new IBV is really really really really hot

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I feel that my two legs are going to break soon... but I must endure.. and persevere..but for whom..? for what..? I really don't know.

Last year, I had someone in mind, which was one of the main reason I managed to pull through.. but this year, it's different. This year, it's tougher, hotter, longer, more, and I have nobody to anchor on..maybe I should go and find one now!

Bah, all the crap is bullshit. I do this for nothing but myself!!!!!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Bah... now I have to attend SAFDP too other than NDP. Some people may think that I'm very lucky to be able to have go for such parades for 3 times in 2 years, some people may think that I'm really unlucky. Some people want to go for it but can't, some don't want to go yet are being volunteered for it. Ironic, isn't it?

Personally, I don't feel anything for it. I guess I'm neutral, whether I go or not go. I bet many people wouldn't even believe I went for them after I tell them in the future when it's over..

What I hate most about attending these parades are not the parades itself, but the travelling. Both camps which I have to report to are so freaking far from my house, and that's still not the issue. The problem here is, the train journey takes at least 30minutes to 1 hour+, and with so many people nowadays taking the train, there's absolutely no place to sit! Which means I would have to be standing for 1 hour to and fro, which adds up to 2 hours, and that's the most shag part of the thing to me. Even if there are seats when I get on, I know that the train would still be eventually filled up and people would have to stand, and thus I can't snatch the seats or sit because 1) I'm still young 2) I would be wearing green ...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

I really had no idea how long 2km really was until today. Really